I'm Running A Marathon... oh my!

I took up running years ago, while I was on the track & field team in high school, I wouldn’t say I was a runner, I was part of the shot put and disc section of the team and I only ran when the coaches “made” us. But when I started running in my adult years, I found a sense of stress relief, freedom and strength during sucky times. For probably the last 8 years or so I’ve had completing a full marathon on my bucket list but never really thought I would pursue it or be so determined to accomplish a physically grueling task such as the one I am currently in.

The longest run I’ve ever completed was a couple half marathons and the last one being the Buffalo Half and that was in 2017 or 2018 I believe. Last November, I saw a friend post that she completed the NYC Marathon, and it sparked some sort of courage and inspiration in me to do more research into how I could participate in the race in 2023 knowing I wouldn’t qualify on time (haha). Doing my due diligence, I saw that you can participate with organizations that are approved by the NYRR so I did just that. In early March I was able to put in my request to participate with the Shoe4Africa organization and they accepted me. I immediately had an oh shit! I can’t believe I’m doing this moment but also had an oh shit! I’m excited as heck to be able to do this moment.

I’m currently in an 18-week training program and have been reaching out to friends, and acquaintances who have run marathon’s asking them for any and all feedback. NYC is one of my favorite cities so to be able to run my first full marathon in a city that I never get sick of is exciting, but also nerve wrecking. Sometimes I have moments where I feel like I’m in over my head and self-doubt comes in to play, but I’m trying to push those negative thoughts out and embrace the unknown. This past year was pretty stressful in a lot of ways that made me feel like I didn’t have control of my life at times which then made my anxiety spark to new levels. The lack of confidence and belief in myself has also been at a low point but what I’m learning from this process is that I am stronger than I think I am, and other people don’t define who I am, I do. While running is very physical the mental component is just as important to be strong in.

I know I’m going to have A LOT more moments on this journey which will be good, bad, easy, tough and all the in-between and through it all I’m trying to be as present as possible and embracing it all and remembering the inspiration that sparked me to pursue this. Continue to follow me on social media to see my updates on progress and to learn more about my favorite running spots in town and the local businesses who are helping me on my journey.

And finally, a plug to support Shoe4Africa, the amazing organization that I’m running for. With your support the organization is building a hospital for kids with cancer in Africa - the first to the East & Central region of Africa. Help make a difference in their lives and help me cross the finish line. My fundraising goal is $3,000 and I’m about 20% there. Learn more about the organization and donate to my page here: Beth Potozniak – Shoe4Africa

We can all do hard things, embrace it.

xo

Beth